J'ai cette manie de m'attacher trop vite aux gens mais en même temps cette capacité d'oublier les personnes, même si celles-ci ont beaucoup conté pour moi. C'est probablement ce qui me permet de me forger ma carapace.
Time goes by and I don't know what to do. I'm realizing how much I miss him. Even if I try to tell myself that he is not important to me. And in a completly different register, and for reasons totally differents, I fucking want to see them again. How can we love so much people we don't know ? -With this feeling making us sure that we know them a lot.- My life hasn't any sense right now. She just walks away... Something is missing, and I don't know what. Maybe is them. Well, it's probably them. I was so exited with the idea to see them this summer, but well, things just worked in an other way. Right. Family is so important to me. I love them so much... STOP COMPLAINING. I'll go to the beach in 2 days. It's gonna be AWESOME. I'll finally feel in holidays. Hope that I could have some sun... We never know... Erf. Those holidays gonna be so long... But it's quite cool, 'cause I'm quite anxious thinking of what I will do next year. After all, I don't even know what are the classes I'll have. I just know that I'll study the law, and that it will be difficult. But fine, I'm ready, and I'm really exited. I'll do everything to succed, even if I'm not in the university I wanted to be. Why do I feel the need to talk about things so ininteresting ? I didn't feel this need before. But well, I'll continue. I definitly need a boyfriend. Haha. Can't find anyone interesting. :/ ANYWAY. I'll try to focus in others things. I would like to know what future will bring to me. I just hope that I could realize things that I'll be proud of. Well. I'll write another article when I'll be back from my holidays. Hope I'll Enjoy it.